i'm sick. my situation is complicated but while i do not have an official diagnosis for any of these, they have all been professionally assessed and recognized.
i'm not on medication. i sometimes get therapy, but sessions are unfortunately few and far between.
bpd
ptsd (possibly c-ptsd; consultant leaning towards it)
bipolar
schizophrenia
psychosis
delusions
ddnos-1 (possibly did; consultant unsure)
created a multiple system.
adhd
physical conditions:
i'm anemic; i get very drowsy and require lots of red meat. i also get very woozy when i lose significant amounts of blood.
my ankles have been broken so many times they no longer heal correctly. this causes clicking and pain with excess physical activity.
my collarbone has been broken once, and did not properly heal. i will sometimes feel a sharp pain from it that may stun me for a minute or so.
i have significant difficulty hearing out of my left ear. for personal circumstances, this is not noted as an official recorded diagnosis.
i do not consider myself disabled. do NOT refer to me as such.
L I V E S:
previously mentioned, also used for coping:
prompto (ffxv)
roxas (kh)
chiaki (sdr2)
shouto (bnha)
includes p&p timeline.
lance (voltron)
includes several aus. only ask if we're close, please.
genji (ovw)
nico (pjo)
lapis (su)
yukine (nrgm)
elliot (ph)
questioning (coping purposes):
n___ (t__)
z___ (d_________ _)
t__ (d_________ _)
marked with ! = quickest to comfort
ccs:
all might (bnha)
izuku midoriya !!! (bnha)
iris black ! (ctc)
chisa yukizome (dr3, pre-despair ONLY)
juzo sakakura (dr3)
olivia !! (fe:a)
robin !! (fe:a)
l * * ' * * (fe:a - ONLY speak about if you're from my canon)
noctis lucis caelum !! (ffxv)
ignis scientia ! (ffxv)
gladiolus amicitia ! (ffxv)
lunafreya nox fleuret ! (ffxv)
regis lucis caelum ! (ffxv)
sora ! (kh)
naminé !! (kh)
xion !! (kh)
axel !! (kh)
hajime hinata !!!!! (sdr2)
mahiru shirota ! (servamp)
all of love (servamp)
rean schwarzer !! (tocs)
towa herschel !! (tocs)
ronan lynch !!!!! (trc)
jesse mccree (ovw)
angela "mercy" ziegler !! (ovw)
zenyatta (ovw)
keith kogane !!!! (voltron)
actually anyone from team voltron, but mostly keith (anywhere), hunk (anywhere) and takashiro (vld only)!
prompto vega → fading memory.
bigender
male/female (3:1)
he or they
17
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core :: core, or "host" of the system, though he prefers the former.
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3rd build.
remembers most of the 2nd build's life.
currently trying to reclaim the memories of the 1st build's life.
possesses the uncanny ability to communicate with his previous incarnations, as if they were other people.
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identity ::
prompto (ffxv)
roxas (kh)
gaius (fe:a)
michael adrien vega → white mage.
agender
he/him and she/her
mix, please!
16/19, switches
fronting OK!✓
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primary caretaker :: infirmary head. generally takes responsibility for treating any system members' ailments. also keeps detailed records on the system members' healths.
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a real sweetheart!
shy around anyone not part of the system, though a caring friend nonetheless
has a bad habit of working herself half to death in taking care of everyone, and as such, often prefers to simply stay in the infirmary.
does not mind identity doubles, as long as they don't go by "adrien"!
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identity ::
adrien agreste (ml)
"jun" (???, won't tell me where he's from)
haruki bandou (cd!!)
baymax (bh6)
klaus (asoue)
carina c.e. vega → dauntless adventurer.
gender unknown
feminine
she/her
18
fronting OK!✓
-
??? :: role unknown. noted to be the only alter capable of travelling between front, headspace, and "the outlands" without exhaustion or harm.
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currently the no. 1 go-to alter when the core cannot front
cool big sister figure
often hangs around front, and is very curious about the outside world
may seem aloof at a glance, but cares deeply for others!
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identity ::
bianca (pjo) ?
skuld (kh) ?
maki (ndrv3) ?
roman o'honey → papa wolf.
gendervoid
he/him or it/its
has no real "concept" of gender
in his 20s
fronting OK!✓
-
primary protector :: fiercely protective of the system, especially of the core. while he is normally friendly and fun to have around, one wrong move and the fangs come out.
-
father figure of the system; considers prompto and ven (and e, though he'll never admit it) his children!
a wolfskin, and very much a dog person
acts tough, but is a softie at heart! if you're nice to us, he'll be nice to you.
-
identity ::
flannel (fe:if); fictive
ronan (m:ss)
ventus d'arale → drowsy prince.
gender unknown
masculine
he/him
18
fronting OK!✓
-
??? :: role unknown. seems to only possess positive emotions, though (aside from mild irritation). able to almost immediately lift system members' moods.
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has trouble communicating
understands english just fine, but can't seem to form words on his own!
uses emojis to express himself, instead
very, very friendly!!! loves meeting new people, and gets attached quite quickly!
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identity ::
ventus (kh)
or, more accurately, a fragment of the true ventus' heart. he is aware that he is not ventus in whole.
completely fine with (and actually LOVES meeting!) doubles!
orion → heartfelt nurturing.
gender unknown
alignment unknown
seems to be okay with they/them!
age unknown; seems to be about 19-20 years old
fronting OK!✓
-
??? :: role unknown. a big comfort to the core, though, and seems to understand and empathize with others well.
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tends to appear when the core is gloomy
describes themself as 'soft' !
a soothing presence; where ven is energizing and excitable, orion is more mellow!
loooooves to meet other people!!!!! a friend! a friend!!!
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identity ::
unknown.
noted to look similar to hunk (voltron), hau (pkmn), and gaius (tocs).
astra in ruinam → reposed divinity.
demigirl
she/her
above is standard, but has no true preference
ageless
fronting OK!✓
...though it would mean something is VERY wrong with the core and 'them.'
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gatekeeper :: headspace omniscient. monitors everyone and everything in headspace.
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capable of "reconstructing" damaged alters, and "restoring" memories.
as such, also possesses the ability to seal off memories and rearrange alters' cores.
resides deep within headspace, with "them."
watches over them, as well. the primary suppressor for "them."
between suppressing "them" and keeping an eye on the rest of headspace, her consciousness is spread quite thin. consequently, only ever fronts if it is absolutely necessary.
" " → ...of the valley.
gender unknown
they/them
17 (age follows the core's)
NOT okay to front. ✖
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persecutor :: a direct danger to the safety and well-being of the system.
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a threatening presence, through and through.
the core's mirror image, twisted and warped by tr//uma and ab//se.
on some level, blames themself and the core for it all.
determined to first combine with, and then get rid of, the core.
takes on traits of past ab//sers to further damage the core.
currently mainly imitates l///.
do NOT leave them alone to do as they please. engaging them in interaction distracts them from their purpose, and can buy the system some precious time.
however, be careful. they are scarily good at identifying exactly what makes the core hurt, and will use that as a weapon to manipulate anyone who shows concern.
do not engage unless you are CERTAIN you can remain stable.